You should have learned by now: none of us get the things we want.

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i-amtheultimate-svengali:

I WILL GO DOWN WITH THIS SHIP

AND I WON’T PUT MY HANDS UP AND SURRENDER

SEE LOOK

LOOK AND SMILE EVERYONE

FOREVER AND ALWAYS

sunflowergo:

brendanbradys:

Like I’ve just said to i-amtheultimate-svengali, it’s a form of mind abuse, rather than a physical one. Which shows that Brendan hasn’t changed at all (he’s made some efforts though, we can give him that. He says he still loves him, he kisses him in front of everyone and takes him out on a date. They are baby steps, sure, but still…)

I KNOW. My God, he’s gonna be so happeh. I can actually see the scene at the restaurant starting with him all smiley and happy and in love and then ending in the fish/steak disaster. Ste’s smile slowly fading from his lips… *cries*

Definitely - it’s a powerful thing to do to someone. It’s interesting, because you’d think that finally kissing Ste at the party and going on a date with him would be the hardest things for Brendan, and once they were over, it would be more or less smooth sailing from there. That’s why I didn’t expect the reunion to happen for months and months, because I didn’t think Brendan was ready to be with him in that way.

It’s just so heartbreaking yet perfect. Getting happy moments between them is what I’m looking forward to the most, even if it is shortlived. Ste smiling at him again…heaven.

Yeah ;( I feel so bad for Brendan as well. He’s trying, really trying, but he can’t just snap his fingers and make all his issues go away. He needs to understand that taking Ste out on a date and kissing him in front of everyone is not enough if he keeps controlling him. Meh poor damaged babies ;( I need happy!Stendan, even if it is just for a few scenes.

sunflowergo:

sunflowergo:

brendanbradys:

redheadedpuffball:

Stendan spoilers in the Tv times :D

HOLY MOTHER OF CHRIST

WHAT’S GOING ON

WHAT

WHAT

I AM FREAKING OUT. The weird food control stuff kind of sucks, but hopefully it’ll have more depth to it. BUT DATE? MORE THAN ONE KISS? ILY DECLARATION FROM BRENDAN? STE BEING GENUINE?

I’m pretty sure the food thing is a lot more serious than it seems. Although I don’t think that Brendan making Ste eat what he wants is something to be underestimated (it seems stupid but it’s not, trust me) I’m also fairly positive that it will all bring up some sort of confrontation about Brendan’s control issues. So the break up makes sense. God, I’m so excited about this…

The public kiss and the ily declaration are what I’m the most looking forward to. GIVE THEM TO MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

I definitely don’t think it’s something to be underestimated either - it’s a really twisted thing to do, even though it can sound small. That’s my problem with it - I never thought Brendan would control him in that way.

But I’m so excited too. It all sounds a lot better than I’d ever dreamed. And a PUBLIC KISS. Can’t get over it. It’s all Ste’s ever wanted - all we’ve ever wanted.

Like I’ve just said to i-amtheultimate-svengali, it’s a form of mind abuse, rather than a physical one. Which shows that Brendan hasn’t changed at all (he’s made some efforts though, we can give him that. He says he still loves him, he kisses him in front of everyone and takes him out on a date. They are baby steps, sure, but still…)

I KNOW. My God, he’s gonna be so happeh. I can actually see the scene at the restaurant starting with him all smiley and happy and in love and then ending in the fish/steak disaster. Ste’s smile slowly fading from his lips… *cries*

sunflowergo:

brendanbradys:

redheadedpuffball:

Stendan spoilers in the Tv times :D

HOLY MOTHER OF CHRIST

WHAT’S GOING ON

WHAT

WHAT

I AM FREAKING OUT.

The weird food control stuff kind of sucks, but hopefully it’ll have more depth to it.

BUT DATE? MORE THAN ONE KISS? ILY DECLARATION FROM BRENDAN? STE BEING GENUINE?

I’m pretty sure the food thing is a lot more serious than it seems. Although I don’t think that Brendan making Ste eat what he wants is something to be underestimated (it seems stupid but it’s not, trust me) I’m also fairly positive that it will all bring up some sort of confrontation about Brendan’s control issues. So the break up makes sense. God, I’m so excited about this…

The public kiss and the ily declaration are what I’m the most looking forward to. GIVE THEM TO MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

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#Watch as 5021832193812901283 fics are written about Officer!Brendan and criminal!Ste 

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redheadedpuffball:

Stendan spoilers in the Tv times :D

HOLY MOTHER OF CHRIST

WHAT’S GOING ON

WHAT

WHAT

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